It's just words but they might mean something.: Thank "god" for sisters and glee

I guess it's hard to get into the reality that my parents are just too....in over their heads. I sure as hell can't fix the hell they have chose to live in. I just don't have any more sympathy for them because there is always the time to leave eachother and choose a better life. But they just keep going down
down
down.

I'm pretty sure my mom is not going to my graduation again. It's like high school graduation and prom aaaalll over again. Didn't come to either; said she had to work or some bloody excuse like ITS MY DAYY OFF!! What a selfish cow...I'm sad, angry and disappointed. You'd think since I'm her daughter n all and the only child of hers to go to a University, she would make some effort to come and see me gradutate motha-fookan university. I think it's because she has never graduation from high school and never really had any goals. So, to see one of her offspring actually do something with her life, it must be unbarable to see.

I just...I can't see them as much of a part of my family.

My sisters are my family. I wish my oldest sister lived closer but thanks to gmail phone I can phone her when I want now! My 2nd oldest sister does live close so I get to see her a little more often.

I think I may go to Poland this summer. It's actually not that expensive. I'm going to finish my script there and try to find some of my family. I feel incomplete because I don't know that side of me. I guess I should start to learn a bit of basic polish then. Yaaay another launguage to learn! I can barely spell in English, let alone french or polish!! The pols have a different alphabet!! Shheeeeet ssssonn!

glee isn't coming out with another episode until April. WHAT THE HELL. Where am I gunna gets me somma that cheezy high school drammaneess with alls them singing oh soo goood. I guess I could play Degrassi and Moulin Rouge at the same time, lol! Yesss...thaat's iit.

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